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It's 11:07

As told Jza, I would update. These past two days have been pretty average. Yesterday I tried to wake up early to hit the gym before school, but woke with a closed throat. I try to throw some weights around before school everyday, but sometimes its too cold or im too sleepy or not in the mood. I would say that I do it 3 out of the 7 days of the week. Anyway, after not going to school I decided to sleep 10 more minutes. 10 mins turned into 45 and I was about 20 mins late for my first class leaving home. I got there like 50 mins into the class to find that my teacher was absent, so it was pretty sweet. Then the school day routine continued. My next class my teacher is smokin' but she can pretty lame. Class after that was comp 2, in which my teacher is pretty weird. She breathes in a weird manner, and says "Ok" and "alright" awhole lot. After that came lunch in which I headed to the studio downstairs to chill and the AWKWARDNESS began.
I was in the studio talking to other photography students, which are the chillest kids in that school. Anyway, apparently there was a meeting for the photography club and I remember signing up at the begining of the year but never really went to any meetings. I just stayed for the meeting and this girl which I am friends with came down. The situation was a little weird, but I hung out with this girl in my car once and drank with her on two ocassions during school hours. She was pretty chill, being that she was a photography student, and was hot. Duh, but then there was this whole boyfriend thing, which at first i attempted to break it up indirectly, then I started thinking about when I used to be in a relationship and then there is that one guy which your girl wants to hang out cuz they are "friends." The idea of it came a little bit frustrating to me. Eventually, I just faded out of that idea and well earlier in the week I was speaking with one of the upperclassmen and he had mentioned this website for photographers, models, and all sorts of stuff. I think it was called deviantart.com or something like that but yeah, while there I searched and browsed through people of the area and Bam! there was some pictures of that chick naked, pretty provocative. Then I started to think of how weird that was.
So when I was in the studio and her group of friends started talking about deviant art, and she says she doesn't have one, but obviously she does. I wasn't really thinking and I laughed a little bit, and then I came up with the idea that i would pull up the pictures on my awesome HTC TOUCH PRO THAT I GOT FOR FREE, eat your bitchass iphone raf. I was goign to pull them up and then show it her but decided not to. Mark, studio amnager, wanted to show me something so I went into his office and then apprently an alarm went off on my phone, but when I went back to the lounge area she was looking at my phone. Not holding it but just hovering and looking at it, I turn the alarm off and realize that her picture naked was pulled up on my phone. So I kinda look creepy now, so i just laughed and she turned red and shit got awkward. I continued to text my friends so I could be text someone while this period of awkwardness, but no. They did not answer. The one that did answer me back , was below average. After that segment of awkwardness, the meeting began.
It was basically discussing that this week there would be a Model/Photo fundraiser. All models and photographers have to have a deviant art in order to attend, and there will be a cost of 30-60 bucks depending on what you are coming as. For example, models pay 30, photographers outside school pay 50, and MUA (make up artists) get in for free. The whole event seems really cool, I am going to go help set up both saturday and early sunday, just to help out. I won't be shooting because I just found out about this thing about 3 days ago, and people that are shooting have had concepts for a while, and alot more equipment then I had. I also am giong to go for netowrking purposes, you know meeting people with similar interest should be fun. I just eralized that I have work on sunday, which imgoing to have to call out. Fuck.

After that I had photo class in which I have like 50 million assingments due by tuesday, in which jason is going to help me out for. For one of the ideas I am going to ask a bum if i could shoot him on a weekly basis in exchange for some food, clothes, and possibly twang. I really should get to this. It sucks but whatever, ill get it done. I got out of shcool around 5:30 and I fucking hate that I go in school when the sun is barely coming up and I leave school when its already pitch fucking black. That just irritates me. I couldnt hang out becasue I had alot of shit to do for photo class next week. I am going to take a break now.





Enough with that break, I am going to continue.


I woke up today and went to school and again like yesterday my first teacher wasn't there. It was awesome and sucked, cuz all I had to is sign the attedance of the sub and bounce. I didn't go to my second class because of hte same reason. I got home and took like a four nap. I woke up and had to go to work at 2 to 7. Work was work. I looked up camera equipment while working ebcuase it was so dead. I was told I could go home if I wanted to but decided to stay some extra hours. I was going to call Fay to pic em up but Jason had alrady gone and done so. So i went home and got some grub and gave my brother a ride to Baldwin and then headed to grappling practice. I can hoenstly say that grappling wednesdays is what makes me get through the week. I started to eat kinda better than what I usually do, I am getting more fruits in me then before. I have this tourney on the Nov. 22nd which I thought I would drive there my self because dad might not be able to go. Make it some sort of road trip, its 2 hour drive so yeah. there are two tourneys that are going on that day. One is going to be where the bastard that beat me upstate will be. The second tournament will be held in some church. I can honestly say I would be able to win both, knowing that the first mentioned will be a little more challenging. I dont knwo what I will do.





Today, my heart was broken. After finding out that Raf thinks I am fat. That is the texact reason why so many girls throw up after meals, or simply don't eat. whatta cunt. Yeah I guess I cannot be fortunate enough to be under the right lighting situations to be such a stud as 350 perday crunch busting raf. Oh well, you cant please em all. On the other side i now have a chance of being involved in a gruesome threesome with raf, or a intense makeout sessions with ryan. All thanks to my weight and their fetish for that shit.





Goals and Future were discussed recently, in one of the most inspiring sacred cathedrasl of revelations ever built.... Taco Bell. We were just talking about the future. I think it went a little bit like. Fay wants to be a lawyer and will do so upstate in Bing. All Mcm wants to do is create music, iremember him telilng me that when he moved back. Jason wants to be in a band in california. As for me, I am all over the place. I would like to fight professionally eventually. I am not even talkin about ooffka (UFC) but just anywhere. Also I would like to be able to financially stable with a photography career. Lastly, I need to have a solid back up plan, so I am giong to study Physical Science/Nutrition/Phys Ed next year. It will be like 4 more years of studying but its somehting I am insterested in. Its one program, not three diff majors. Well thats where I stand.




Photo: I took this pic sometime in the past.
One of my fav exposures becuase of the whole comp, not because its an ex. Thats not the reason
andrew. I had done alot of retouching on this one, to make it nice.







Tonights piece of Jesse Taylor Poetry


"Being the Einstein of poetry, well that it self makes me a thinker...?"